So I'm going to give a recap of what's going on... even though I feel noone really reads this thing...

I got my promotion to assistant manager at checkers. I'm now making 25grand a year which isn't bad for the work I do. Plus I got moved to a pensacola store so now I don't have to drive 30 minutes to work everyday and I'll be saving on gas money :) Though I do miss my crew out in foley...

So with the extra money my debt's going good bye and I'm going to pay off as much of my truck as I can in a year... cause in one year is when I'm moving out of the parentals for good. I'm starting my house search now to find good neighborhoods and what have you.

Also I've been dieting and I'm now 18lbs down.. quite a few more to go.. but I'm feeling good and others say I look good so yeah...

I think that's pretty much it for now.

alright so i went to see ratatouille. it was an adorable movie! pretty good for a cartoon and the details were great. plenty of cute laughs :) i also went to see transformers and even with harry potter nearing i have to say that transformers is by far the best movie of the summer. it was a great live version of the cartoon. there's a ton of hot cars and trucks. there's a ton of action and laughs and it's even a great military movie. i would recommend seeing transformers over any other movie out. well i'm gettin off for now.

so last night me and brie took lederek home from work and were headed back to pensacola.. well we were on a road we'd never been on before and it went from pavement to graval which was fine and then it abruptly went into a 90 degree turn with no warning... brie was driving and didn't see that if we went straight there was a little dirt road... she saw the road end and thought she had to turn and she paniced. she slammed on the breaks and yanked the steering wheel and lost control of the car. we went through an electric fence between two poles and hit the power pole with the front driver side of the car knocking out the power for the block. and we finally came to a stop right after that. the air bags deployed and i'm telling you that the powder that comes out with those airbags taste nasty as hell. well once we got the airbags out our faces we see flashes of light from behind us (the power pole blowing fuses i guess) but where did we end up on the side of the road??? a cow pasture... lol.

anyways we're both ok and thankful to be alive. her whole left side is hurting her and i have a huge goose egg above my left eye and a small cut above my right eye.. a huge welp on my thigh and a few other bruises on my arms and stuff.. my neck, head and wrist are killing me.

brie totaled her mom's new car.. and the sad thing is her mom seemed more upset with her car than the fact that her 17 year old daughter could have died. some parents are just stupid.

we finally made it home around 430am and when i got home i crawled into my moms bed hugged her and told her how much i love her. it's funny how people sense things too. cause early my mom had left a message askin me to see her before i went to bed. she never has me do that.. and we got in the accident.

i went to the hospital after work and the guuy said all i have is sore muscles and didn't give me anything... dad says i've got an angel on my shoulder that has helped me walk away from 5 car accidents in the past 3 years with only bruises and whip lash.

i'm exhausted now so i'm going to say goodnight to you all.

Ok. First of all let's address the issue that mt freakin' paid account ran out. Blah that means I have to cough up some cash and then go get into my student harddrive and load all my freakin' icons back onto my page. It makes me very sad to only have some of my icons and not even all of my favorites. Oh well I guess it gives me something to do.

So. I cut all my hair off. As soon as it stops raining I'm going to style my hair and take some good pics of it. Besides I need to redye it. I think I'm going to do a nice brown for the summer.

Well I have a class in destin tomorrow morning so I'm going to hit the sack.

Well. I'm scheduled for 58 hours next week with only one day off. Good news on that is I'll get some nice cash in my pocket before i ditch the place.

Steph wants me to move in and I'm highly considering it.

I went to my grandparents today after work. Man I love that farm. My grandpa's doing good he's just so skinny.

I organized my bathroom and I feel quite accomplished.

So I've decided that you should never give a girl that's been cheated on several times the information it takes to delve into your personal information. I knew caleb's email addy for myspace and I know the 2 passwords he uses most. so me being me and not believing what's being told to my face decided that I could just check it out. Worst case senerio... he hasn't been lying and I feel like an ass. But obviously I found something or I wouldn't be writing about it. It's little stuff cause a lot of the mail has been deleted but I basically don't like what I see. They're simple lies that cover up bigger truths. I kept asking questions and he finally asked if I had logged in as him and I told him the truth. We're sitting in the same room silent. I told him he has the choice of our relationship or his friendship with kim. I'm tired of this and I'm not going to deal with it anymore... especially the lies. Well I've got finals to be working on so I'll hit this up later.

So. It's been a little while. Everything's ok. Atleast I haven't thought about it so it hasn't bothered me. Bought a couple cute tops and a really awesome skirt today... I think I <3 kohls. Anyways... I was just letting you all know I'm alive.

It's amazing how so many things in life can be right but you're still depressed. It's hard for me to get out of bed everyday. Everything's great with Caleb. I applied at Navy Federal for a better paying job with less stress and hopefully less bull. School's coming to an end and I'm worried about my grades. I can't afford summer classes. Bills have piled up and are overdue. I'm just sick of life. Oh well.

OK. So I watch grey's anatomy and house like all the time. And when I watch it and they do a valve replacement surgery, I think nothing of it. My Grandpa had a mild heart attack last Sunday. They've done a million tests on him and now he's got to have valve replacement surgery. He has to decide between a cow valve that'll last about 15 years and have to be replaced when it starts to wear or a titanium valve that'll never have to be replaced but he'll have to take meds to thin his blood. It's so sureal to have it happen in real life... not just on t.v. I wish it were on t.v. Caleb tells me not to worry but I can't not worry. There's plenty of other stuff that has gone on since my last post but nothing sticks out right now.

So. I don't really care for valentine's day but I thought I'd wish you a happy one! Expecially since I'm avoiding my midterm paper.